Scotsman,
I remember when you first started posting. You were diligent enough to tough it out while you could. There is value in that. Stand up for what you believe in. Then that will only further deepen your beliefs because it will force you to find solice and peace in your truth.
Yes, stand up firmly in what you believe in. If someone questions you about it, then there is the opportunity to examine your beliefs. That is what you did. That is what many of of did.
Do you believe everything in the local newspaper? Do you read everything in the local newspaper?
Okay?
Do you believe everything in the WTS publications? Do you read everything in the WTS publications?
For you to be in the WTS corporation and associating with JW, the only way for you to survive and endure in terms of not wanting to leave/fade/DA/DF (for family or other reasons), then you will have to believe and read ONLY what you are confident in.
With the local newspaper, some only read the comics. Some only read the editorials. Some only read the classifieds. Some only read world headlines. Some of what we read in the newspapers have a significant bearing on our lives. Some of what we read don't. Yes, people don't believe all what they read nor do all people read everything in the papers. The same with the WTS publications.
Stick to what you firmly believe in. But you must back it up. Otherwise, its unbelievable.
Alligator Wisdom (aka Brother NOT Exerting Vigorously)